I’m such a hipocrite.
I tell my friends they have to eat, when I don’t.
I twll them they shouldn’t self-harm, when I do.
I tell them life is beautiful and worth liveing, when I’m considering suicide.
I tell them they should take a risk, when I just hide.
I tell them to be optimistic and happy, when I’m battling depression.
I tell them not to care bout peoples opinions, when i do.
I tell them I’ll never leave, when I know I’m most certainly going to.
I wish I were actually attractive. People would actually like me and they wouldn’t give a fuck if I were the biggest asshole or not